Rating/warnings: PG, implied character death
Genre: future fic, flangst, tragedy
Character/s: predominantly Claire with mentions of Charlie, Hurley, Desmond, Penny and a snotty book publisher
Spoilers: up to the end of season three
Summary: Claire has always written more about her feelings for Charlie in her diary than she ever admitted out loud. After she is rescued, she sets about transcribing her diary and getting it published in order to preserve his memory forever.
Original Post Date: 18/06/2007
fanfiction.net Post: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4052340/1/
Disclaimer: I have now written and posted one hundred Lost fanfictions. ONE HUNDRED OF THE BLOODY THINGS. And I still do not own the franchise, EVEN IN PART *headdesk* so please, please, please do not sue me? Yes? Oh and also, the title of this fic comes from a song by The Mama's and the Papa's.
Awards: won Best Future Fic at lost_fic_awards July 2007. Nominated for the Best Damn Fics of 2007 at lost_fic_awards under the category of "Fics That Made Me Think About A Character In A New Light"
( Claire never dreamed that first day when she opened her diary to the first blank page and wrote her first entry in it that her worries would soon be changing from boyfriends, psychics and hormones to plane crashes, drug addicts, crazy Frenchwomen and strangely selective branches of amnesia... )